Sorry, I just can’t do the computer thing right now. Duke use to lay at my feet while I was on the computer, and it’s just difficult to be on the computer right now. I need to grieve right now. I miss my angel boy! 🙁
Yesterday we had to do the hardest thing we’ve ever had to do. We had to put Duke to sleep. I’m in tears writing this. I miss him so much. He woke me up yesterday morning while Brian was in the shower. He tried to get up, but fell into the closet door. I just thought he lost his balance and was OK. I got out of bed and called him to me and he tried to walk, but still couldn’t get his footing. So I ran to the bathroom to get Brian.
After coaching we got him to walk out the room, but he was leaning on the dresser and the wall holding himself up. We got him outside and he fell and he kept trying, but he just couldn’t walk. I was begging him to get up and walk, on my hands and knees in the wet grass.
Duke had the help me look in his eyes, but I just didn’t know what to do and Brian told me it was time. We believe he had a stroke. For a few days, we couldn’t get him to eat his food, but he’d eat our food. He was also laying in places he never did before including our bedroom when no one was in there.
Yesterday was a horrible day for us, I miss my baby and want him back! This picture was taken on August 5th
RIP My Angel (We miss and love you!)
I’m a Gramma to a beautiful, funny, smart little girl who was born in July of 2014. She’s the joy of my family and I’m so very proud to be a gramma (an alternate spelling for grandma)! I am a coffee, music, movie and outdoor lover! My family and I love picnics, festivals and concerts. Spending time with my family is the best part of my life. I love my job as well! Blogging and product reviewing has given my family and I a lot and I have also learned a lot and made a lot of friends.